godsradicaldaughter:

Don’t ever believe anyone who tells you that you do not deserve to be loved, or you will never be loved. You are made by Love, and you are made for Love. Love died for you. You are created because God, who is Love, loves you. You deserve to be loved, because God gave His love to you—because God gave everything just so the two of you can have a relationship. You are so loved, dear one. Don’t let anything make you see yourself otherwise.

:’))

Lord i dont know how you are working on me but all i know,youre within me.
I cant put everything into words
All i know is my heart is in joy
In joy of knowing you
In joy of having you

Lord,i cant stand seeing myself
Dirty,unworthy of your love
But you chose to love me
Me,all that i am
Everytime i look at the mirror my question is how could you love someone like me?
How could you trust someone like me?
I am sinful and dirty
But all i heard from is “I LOVE YOU BECAUSE I LOVE YOU”

I cried,i cant put into words how i felt that moment i heard it from you.
All ive done is to lie in front of your face,sin and fail you
But loved me anyway.

You loved me by my imperfections
You loved every single detail of my life
You Loved me just the way i am.

Lord help me. I cant stand it anymore. My heart is divided for you and for someone. I didnt planned it to happen. Lord please remove this feelings for him. Im crazy im really crazy thinking we could end up together. Ive been making my own plans where i know yours will always be done.lord its like on off feelings. Tho thanks for the feeling,i felt like a human again having something for someone. Haha but seriously i drives me crazy Love. I dont want my heart to be divided. Yhe only thing i want is for my heart to be all yours. Please lord help me. I hate this kind of season. Please lord. Help. Remove this feelings huhu, :(

I miss going to where my heart is expectant of something. I may just be confused. But right now my heart is far away from its supposed to be. I miss that feeling when i go to that place my heart is happy,my heart is in joy with the people around it but right now i dont know. Im still going. Im still in it but i pray that my heart would just change and find that joy again wheneever i go to that place. And its atmosphere would just be felt just like the first time i went there.

How amazing God is.

After days or maybe a week passed. God was really pruning me. Especially with my friends. He revealed it to me that ive been pleasing people to much as it came to a point that God has to isolate me to everyone in Church just for me hear his voice. Its hard yes but ti was a fruitful season. I was refreshed and really humbled by God. Ive been holding on to lies that i dont even have any friends anymore or rather it has controlled me that i came to a point of breaking down and just cry. I was deceived that my accountable people got tired of listening to me that all i have is my guy accountable. I was wrong. I was really wrong. That lie had been controlling me and i hugged it for several days. And im just really blessed that I have a God that is compassionate and understanding. He lovesme so much to leave me in that season. Once that i just gave it all to God everything fell into places. Amazing is the Lord is. He never left me in that area,he was even with me all that way and felt everything that ive been throught. Now. If you are ready this post and been suffering to problems and struggles that you cant handle alone. Stop and just pause for awhile. Take a breath and know that God is there for you. He is not limited. He can do everything just to see you happy with his love. I know its hard. I know its a burden. But i know youll get throught this not alone and He’ll make sure that youre not just forgetting that season but will having a lesson once you get over it. I pray that every suffering in our lives that well have the faith and just trust God for everything. God bless

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSH.
haha. i cant think of anything na trip na mababadtrip ka kaya eto sweet-slash-meldramatic-slash-bday msg nalang. haha! 
simula nung nakilala kita. tawang tawa kami at aliw na aliw kami ni pris sayo/ sainyo :) kasi naman for the first time meron kaming binully online ni pris, tas dun pa kami naging close. OHA!! NAGING DAHILAN KA PA SA PAGIGING CLOSE NAMEN! pero char lang yun. hahaha char lang uli. pero seriously. i cant thank you enough for being a great brother of mine. being sweet (oh?), for being nandyan lang kapag kailangan ko ng kausap. for being one of our motives to become bullies and mostly for being one of the soul-feeder when Im in thirst of Christ. thank you sa lahat joshy. nakakamiss rin palang di ko kayo nakikita for a month. namimiss ko na kayo pero syempre limits parin. haha. alam mo naman. :) pero seriously, nakakamiss yung bonding moments nating lahat nila ben(missing in action),bry,juls at pris. kahit yung nakasama natin si kuya bailey and kuya lo. sborang ang sarap i-treasure bawat moment na kasama kayo. ang sarap sa pakiramdam na everytime na nakikita ko kayo.. may nakikita na akong sing sa noo niyong “youve got a friend-brother in me” haha. :)) 
Joshy,i pray for your prayers na maanswer by our father in heaven.i thank God na meron kaming JOSH. :) haha. hangang dito nalang naubusan ako ng sweetnest bigla. hahaha. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSH JONEL JOSIAH!! HAVE A GREAT GREAT ONE :) BONDING US SOON :> WE LOVE YOU :)) 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSH.

haha. i cant think of anything na trip na mababadtrip ka kaya eto sweet-slash-meldramatic-slash-bday msg nalang. haha! 

simula nung nakilala kita. tawang tawa kami at aliw na aliw kami ni pris sayo/ sainyo :) kasi naman for the first time meron kaming binully online ni pris, tas dun pa kami naging close. OHA!! NAGING DAHILAN KA PA SA PAGIGING CLOSE NAMEN! pero char lang yun. hahaha char lang uli. pero seriously. i cant thank you enough for being a great brother of mine. being sweet (oh?), for being nandyan lang kapag kailangan ko ng kausap. for being one of our motives to become bullies and mostly for being one of the soul-feeder when Im in thirst of Christ. thank you sa lahat joshy. nakakamiss rin palang di ko kayo nakikita for a month. namimiss ko na kayo pero syempre limits parin. haha. alam mo naman. :) pero seriously, nakakamiss yung bonding moments nating lahat nila ben(missing in action),bry,juls at pris. kahit yung nakasama natin si kuya bailey and kuya lo. sborang ang sarap i-treasure bawat moment na kasama kayo. ang sarap sa pakiramdam na everytime na nakikita ko kayo.. may nakikita na akong sing sa noo niyong “youve got a friend-brother in me” haha. :)) 

Joshy,i pray for your prayers na maanswer by our father in heaven.i thank God na meron kaming JOSH. :) haha. hangang dito nalang naubusan ako ng sweetnest bigla. hahaha. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSH JONEL JOSIAH!! HAVE A GREAT GREAT ONE :) BONDING US SOON :> WE LOVE YOU :))